Pornography; Masturbation; Satisfied

I awoke in the morning with intense energy in my pelvic region.  I felt like I had to masturbate to relieve the energy; yet, I knew the consequences. For the next two weeks, I would be hypersensitive, impulsive and want more of the same pleasure which leads to pornography.

I prayed and meditated on what I wanted to do with my life. Masturbation has a way of making me feel fearful and not pursue my goals. I kept meditating on how I wanted to be a virtuous man living in a state of purity. However, thoughts of masturbation were present. I finally got out of bed. I went to the kitchen to make coffee.  As I walked to the kitchen, my genitals relieved themselves, not an orgasm, but simply released some sperm.

I thought: That was unusual. It was better than losing all that energy from masturbating and then having to carry around negative energy for the next two weeks.

I felt satisfied.

Thanks,

Dale

Published by: curepornaddiction

In the year 1971 I became a store manager at age 19. I discovered I had a gift for mentoring. I gave one on one coaching, instruction and teaching with ease. And, I loved it. However, I had a problem that held me back from achieving my full potential. I was addicted to porn. When I was going through my puberty years in life, I found pornography (adult magazines) in my Dad's closet. I was hooked. I had my ups and downs throughout my life: Ups, when I was off of porn and using my gift: and, Downs, when I was using porn. Porn captured my attention, holding me back. I found the secrets to breaking free from porn. Like anyone else, I have to work at keeping my emotions positive, every day, to stay free. Limiting emotions--fear, doubt, hate, lust, sloth, pride, any emotion that kills joy. Joy is the ultimate weapon against porn. You have it; porn loses its hold on you. I dedicate this blog to those who are looking for ways to end pornography in their life. To Your Peace, Power and Plenty, Dale P.S. The picture above is not me. The photo represents all families free from pornography.

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