GRATEFUL ADDICTS DON’T USE

I heard it said in meetings many times that grateful addicts don’t use. I never understood that statement. Every time I heard someone say that I felt less than because I couldn’t stop using. I figured I must not be grateful then.

Many of you have read my story and for those of you who have not you can by reading About and My Story The Life Not Yet Fulfilled. I have used drugs just about all my life. Almost 40 years of using does something to a person. In the end I was a hopeless, worthless crack head. I wanted to die and I saw no way out of my desperation, despair and isolation. I didn’t know that there was a solution to my madness. I was in a very dark place and Death seemed like a brilliant idea and I always had brilliant ideas, my life was filled…