Thank you, scarredandscared. I am grateful for your post. The dark side to fate is that adults scar children they are suppose to protect, leaving the damage for the rest of their lives.
Who the heck knows if this will ever be read or cared about, but I now have a place I can call my own to write how I am feeling and not worry about the emotion involved. I am a single female who is currently in recovery, which I am told is going to be a long journey. It took a long time to get this screwed up so no doubt it will take some time to be able to live a normal life without shame, constant depression, self harm, paranoia and all the other lovely things I feel. See, I grew up in an alcoholic home. There’s nothing special about me. I am just your average gal in my mid 30’s, you probably wouldn’t pick me walking down the street as having major depressive disorder along with Bippolar and Borderline Personality Disorder, I work, I have my own house…
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