What did I do right? What can I learn from my relapse?
October 16, 2012
Hello and God Bless You.
I guess by now you know that I’ve done it again. For the umpteenth time I went and took my will back and made a decision to go out and use. I say a decision because that’s exactly what it was. Nobody forced me to do it. I wasn’t kidnapped and told use this or die. I wasn’t forced to cop drugs, by a new stem and lighter or light up. I made a decision and of course once again it has proved to be the wrong decision.
I have a serious problem that I still have not fully come to grips with or understand. It’s not like I don’t already know the consequences. It’s not like I don’t already know my life will either slowly or quickly spin outta control and become not only unmanageable but unbearable. It’s not like I…
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Thank you Dale for the reblog. I appreciate your support.
Eric, you are welcome. Your blog is very helpful to me.
Dale
I am glad to hear that. Thank you that means a lot to me.