Day 16 – What next?

Staying off pornography one day at a time eventually equals a year.

NoFap for 2015

So after my near-fap experience of Saturday I had a better Sunday.  I was focussed and acting up never crossed my mind.  Don’t get me wrong – the triggers were there but instead of self gratification I chose to wait until my partner was ready and we had sex.  It wasn’t earth shattering but we both had fun.

Today unfortunately I feel so terribly ill (nothing to do with near relapse, just haven’t shaken off a cold).  I have no desire to act up and for once the chaser effect is nowhere to be seen.  Most likely because I feel so bloody terrible.  Duvet day with very little to do but catch up on reading and probably have a sleep.

I do look at my journal calendar and think, a week today will be 23 days.  That’ll be such an achievement.  Can I stay away from porn totally up to that…

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Published by: curepornaddiction

In the year 1971 I became a store manager at age 19. I discovered I had a gift for mentoring. I gave one on one coaching, instruction and teaching with ease. And, I loved it. However, I had a problem that held me back from achieving my full potential. I was addicted to porn. When I was going through my puberty years in life, I found pornography (adult magazines) in my Dad's closet. I was hooked. I had my ups and downs throughout my life: Ups, when I was off of porn and using my gift: and, Downs, when I was using porn. Porn captured my attention, holding me back. I found the secrets to breaking free from porn. Like anyone else, I have to work at keeping my emotions positive, every day, to stay free. Limiting emotions--fear, doubt, hate, lust, sloth, pride, any emotion that kills joy. Joy is the ultimate weapon against porn. You have it; porn loses its hold on you. I dedicate this blog to those who are looking for ways to end pornography in their life. To Your Peace, Power and Plenty, Dale P.S. The picture above is not me. The photo represents all families free from pornography.

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