Staying off pornography one day at a time eventually equals a year.
So after my near-fap experience of Saturday I had a better Sunday. I was focussed and acting up never crossed my mind. Don’t get me wrong – the triggers were there but instead of self gratification I chose to wait until my partner was ready and we had sex. It wasn’t earth shattering but we both had fun.
Today unfortunately I feel so terribly ill (nothing to do with near relapse, just haven’t shaken off a cold). I have no desire to act up and for once the chaser effect is nowhere to be seen. Most likely because I feel so bloody terrible. Duvet day with very little to do but catch up on reading and probably have a sleep.
I do look at my journal calendar and think, a week today will be 23 days. That’ll be such an achievement. Can I stay away from porn totally up to that…
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