Pornography: I Have a Problem; I spend nearly $2,500 per Month on My Sex Addiction

Turn off the phone and read his story.

He couldn’t stop viewing pornography.

He visited chat rooms; later, in person,

Prostitutes; … disgusted with himself.

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Afterwards, why do people feel so disgusted with themselves?  Is it possible that they feel shame and guilt?

People seek the precious gift of sexuality; however, they go into dark places where the addiction degrades the virtues of morality and integrity into dishonesty.

My sex addiction took me into the sewer.

I felt dirty after each sex binge.

(Booth, 2009)

The emotional cost takes a toll on all areas of a person’s life.  For example, monetary loss caused by feeding the sex addiction racks up thousands of dollars, if not more.  Certainly, there is more.

  1. Lies; lovers, friends and family
  2. Thoughts of suicide
  3. Growing addiction to pornography
  4. Abusing credit card usage

The following Septet poem was inspired from Proverbs Chapter 7.

By window

I saw a young man

The foolish lacking knowledge

At twilight, walking her direction

The prostitute came for him

Let us enjoy love

Later, shame

Thanks,

Dale

Reference

Booth, L. (2009). Say Yes to Your Sexual Healing; daily meditations for overcoming sex addiction. Deerfield Beach; FL: Health Communications. Retrieved from http://www.fatherleo.com/shop/index.php?action=item&id=59&prevaction=category&previd=1&prevstart=.

Published by: curepornaddiction

In the year 1971 I became a store manager at age 19. I discovered I had a gift for mentoring. I gave one on one coaching, instruction and teaching with ease. And, I loved it. However, I had a problem that held me back from achieving my full potential. I was addicted to porn. When I was going through my puberty years in life, I found pornography (adult magazines) in my Dad's closet. I was hooked. I had my ups and downs throughout my life: Ups, when I was off of porn and using my gift: and, Downs, when I was using porn. Porn captured my attention, holding me back. I found the secrets to breaking free from porn. Like anyone else, I have to work at keeping my emotions positive, every day, to stay free. Limiting emotions--fear, doubt, hate, lust, sloth, pride, any emotion that kills joy. Joy is the ultimate weapon against porn. You have it; porn loses its hold on you. I dedicate this blog to those who are looking for ways to end pornography in their life. To Your Peace, Power and Plenty, Dale P.S. The picture above is not me. The photo represents all families free from pornography.

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