As you pay close attention to this article, you begin to consider the meaning for your life.
Little by little you begin to free yourself of limiting beliefs and decide to…
Neil Diamond sang:
I am, I said, to no one there. And no one heard at all, not even the chair. I am. I cried. I am, said I. And I am lost, and I can’t even say why, leavin’ me lonely still.
I sat in a 72 sq. ft. office/bedroom. Deep in depression … wondering … my life swiftly passing by me.
Porn had left me feeling empty. It sucked every bit of enthusiasm out of me.
I clicked off the porn site.
I thought: What purpose was there in watching emotionally damaged people suffering from self-degradation? What meaning was there in having an outrageous obsession for pornography just to masturbate?
What is an outrageous obsession?
1. grossly offensive to right or decency
3. violent in action or temper (Random House, 2010).
1. the domination of one’s thoughts or feelings by a persistent idea, image, desire, etc.
2. the state of being obsessed (2010).