“Pray the Following Prayer and
Feel Your Heart Stir
I am discouraged, God. I do not know what to do.
I am having all these sexual feelings.
Every time that I think I have pornography beat, I am back online at an old porn site.
I go for almost a week; miserably, I then lose 1, 2, 3 weeks to pornography.
I’m experiencing pressure.
I want to live right.
I don’t even think it’s possible.
God, I have heard about unconditional love.
Is it conceivable?
I am not good.
For me, masturbation is as eating—3 times per day, many times more;
And Pornography is the result.
God, Save Me!
Surrendering my will to the higher power, I thought about it.
I meditated on inspirational readings and felt a tinge of hope.
“Then called I upon the name of the Lord;
O Lord, I beseech thee, deliver my soul.
5 Gracious is the Lord, and righteous; yea, our God is merciful.
6 The Lord preserveth the simple: I was brought low, and He helped me.
7 Return unto thy rest, O my soul; for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee.
8 For thou hast delivered my soul from death, mine eyes from tears, and my feet from falling.
9 I will walk before the Lord in the land of the living” (Psalm 116:4-9, n. d., KJV).
I then prayed, “God, what do I do next?”
I heard a soft voice within my heart, saying, “Trust and acknowledge that you can do nothing without me.”
I believe with all my heart. I trust you, O God.
Thank you, Jesus.
Psalm 116:4-9. (N. d.). Holy Bible; King James Version. Public Domain.
3 thoughts on “Free E-book on Pornography: Chapter 5; If You Are Serious about Recovery, the First Step Is Here!”
Reblogged this on galesmind and commented:
Pornography addiction is addiction. There are victims as well. Think about it.
Do you really think women want to be degraded like that? Who’s daughter are you watching? Who’s son?
Gale, you ask sober questions. They need honest answers! soul searching….
A lot of pornography is also the result of slavery I don’t think we want to support that either. What two consenting adults do is fine with me but not when one of the partners is powerless without the ability to consent.
It is a very serious subject.