“Pray the Following Prayer and
Feel Your Heart Stir
I am discouraged, God. I do not know what to do.
I am having all these sexual feelings.
Every time that I think I have pornography beat, I am back online at an old porn site.
I go for almost a week; miserably, I then lose 1, 2, 3 weeks to pornography.
I’m experiencing pressure.
I want to live right.
I don’t even think it’s possible.
God, I have heard about unconditional love.
Is it conceivable?
I am not good.
For me, masturbation is as eating—3 times per day, many times more;
And Pornography is the result.
God, Save Me!
Surrendering my will to the higher power, I thought about it.
I meditated on inspirational readings and felt a tinge of hope.
“Then called I upon the name of the Lord;
O Lord, I beseech thee, deliver my soul.
5 Gracious is the Lord, and righteous; yea, our God is merciful.
6 The Lord preserveth the simple: I was brought low, and He helped me.
7 Return unto thy rest, O my soul; for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee.
8 For thou hast delivered my soul from death, mine eyes from tears, and my feet from falling.
9 I will walk before the Lord in the land of the living” (Psalm 116:4-9, n. d., KJV).
I then prayed, “God, what do I do next?”
I heard a soft voice within my heart, saying, “Trust and acknowledge that you can do nothing without me.”
I believe with all my heart. I trust you, O God.
Thank you, Jesus.
Psalm 116:4-9. (N. d.). Holy Bible; King James Version. Public Domain.