Goodbye my love

“I don’t sit in judgment of him how would I know what is the right thing for him to do? I am not the addict he is. I am powerless over his addiction step one.” A powerful statement, we are powerless and so is the person who addicted. We find help from our High Power; God give us power if we turn our lives over to the Higher Power of the Universe. Thanks for the post. Dale

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Tonight I wrote him a letter. I have to have closure now. He hasn’t called his phone was still off last time I tried it. He will have binged today. No constraints on his spending. I am not enough for him, my life is not enough for him, but more sadly his life is not enough for him. I don’t want to turn my back on him, had every intention of seeing if he would be good to his word on Thursday and get his methadone script transferred to my home and get sorted out. I believe him when he says he hates using drugs and methadone I believe him when he says a lot of things. I believe he loves me in his own way, I believe he loves the idea of having the life style he could have with me, but he did 4 weeks in jail to…

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In the year 1971 I became a store manager at age 19. I discovered I had a gift for mentoring. I gave one on one coaching, instruction and teaching with ease. And, I loved it. However, I had a problem that held me back from achieving my full potential. I was addicted to porn. When I was going through my puberty years in life, I found pornography (adult magazines) in my Dad's closet. I was hooked. I had my ups and downs throughout my life: Ups, when I was off of porn and using my gift: and, Downs, when I was using porn. Porn captured my attention, holding me back. I found the secrets to breaking free from porn. Like anyone else, I have to work at keeping my emotions positive, every day, to stay free. Limiting emotions--fear, doubt, hate, lust, sloth, pride, any emotion that kills joy. Joy is the ultimate weapon against porn. You have it; porn loses its hold on you. I dedicate this blog to those who are looking for ways to end pornography in their life. To Your Peace, Power and Plenty, Dale P.S. The picture above is not me. The photo represents all families free from pornography.

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